Monday, June 19, 2017

New Phase.

Hi, it's been a while. I may be lost the sparks to write.

Anyway, I want to let out all my thoughts again. So I'm thinking of a fresh start about everything.

I would like to blog about what my future holds, all the Intec's experience, my former college, friends and so on.

I hope i will be upbeat again about that idea like I am now. (Monday, 19/6/17,8.15 p.m)

Till we meet again. Raya is coming. Lot's of work to do. Bye.

With love,

Wednesday, February 24, 2016


Tak pernah berjauhan.
Dari dulu lagi.
Berpisah sementara, 
Lain negara, sama benua.

Andai ini ujianMu, 
demi persediaan masa hadapan,
maka akan ku gagahi jua.

Jadi penyokong setia bukan pembangkang setia.

Baik :)

Saturday, January 23, 2016


I'll talk about my life in every aspects yeah?

Basically okay until now. Just answered AIS quiz last Friday, was okay i think even though i made a few mistakes but it's okay. It's been two weeks in Beranang and i want to come home, to see my family, my new kitties. Awhhhh~
Oh, i'm such a busy girl these days. Oh what have i got myself into. It's my choice tho, nobody forced me. My aims are to increase my confident level and improve my soft skills which i'm lack of. Hahaha nerdy nerdy me. I hope these thing won't bother my studies. I want to get 4 flat for this semester. I know it's hard but i got to fight for it. When you're down, nobody is going to lift you up. You're going to do it by yourself :)

Weight loss
Up until today, i have lost 4 kilos. Uhuhu i am now 62 kg. 5-7 kg more to go hahaha. Okay no pressure dear self. Just enjoy the journey. It's not temporary, it's a permanent change. I have to keep in mind, it doesnt matter if i had lost many kilos but after that i still eat like a gorilla. I need to watch out my carbs and sugar intake. Hehe since i want to lose weight so badly, i now know how to count calories in order to find the most worth it food for this tummy of mine. Not to forget i can drink 5 litres a day hehe and my minimum water intake is 3 litres. It's an achievement okay. Alhamdulillah thank you Allah.

All great. At least i'm not alone like i used to be.

I'm hurting.... He said he's bored to fight and stuff. While i love to fight. The conclusion is he's bored with me too, This is just like the mathematics equation that we've learnt in form 3/4/5, can't remember. 

Monday, December 14, 2015


Sakit kan rasanya bila Allah dah ambil seseorang yang kita sayang? Takdir tertulis segalanya. So, aku jumpa satu blog ni pasal seorang ibu tunggal dengam 2 orang anak. Suami dia dah meninggal dunia pada tahun 2010, penulis buku. Membaca kisah-kisahnya, seperti aku pula yang berada dalam situasi dia. Sakitnya terasa, peritnya terasa, mataku juga menghamburkan tangis. Ya Allah..

Wednesday, July 1, 2015

Tough cookie

I'm smiling but I'm so close to tears. Suddenly, i miss my family so so much even though this is my seventh day in this place.

Study was okay i think for now but financial accounting is starting to make me feel uneasy. Apart from that, i will always have a conflict inside me when the lectures asked us to form a group.

In this room, i am truly grateful when i got an awesome roommates who manage to make me laugh. There's funny A, diva-ish Z, cool W and sweet S. And there's this senior who makes me feel scared to do any trouble. Lol. As if i'm the troublemaker la konon, padahal ... :-P

Apart from that, i'm in denial stage of something. But that's okay, even if my heart still aches when i re-read our old conversation and my eye waters when i go through our pictures together but THAT'S TOTALLY FINE. Sometimes you have to accept that you're lucky if things work out but if they don't, move on babe. Easy to say, hard to do huh?

Wish me luck.